A Lifetime of Tomorrows

Harvey

Deviant. Abomination. Monster. 

That’s what I called myself, anyway. The thoughts that haunted my very existence left me with scars I hid. 

Life had no meaning for me until he showed up with the voice of an angel, and a body built for sin. 

He was all-consuming, and I became obsessed with the man who showed me how to live again, to feel, to breathe.

But the voices in my head wouldn’t stop, and as much as I tried to ignore them, ultimately, I was too weak and surrender seemed the only option. 

I lost the man I loved and I lost myself.

Three years later, I see him again. He hasn’t changed; only his eyes reflect the hurt I caused him. Will he ever forgive me?

Can I put his demons to rest as I have mine?

Killian

Addict. Philanderer. Disgrace.

Had I ever been anything else? Why not add murderer to the list and complete the set?

Shunned by my family, I moved to England, tried to lose myself in drugs, women, and men. When that didn’t work, I turned my focus to the only other thing I knew – singing.

What I didn’t expect was to fall for the quiet, reserved man full of issues and trauma. He soothed my soul like no other, brought light to my life, and gave me a reason to live again.

But then he left, and my heart wasn’t just broken. It was shattered.

Singing became my everything, my way of coping with the grief that tore me up inside. 

A chance encounter, and he’s back in my life. Can I ever forgive him? Do I want to?

What if we’re making the biggest mistake of our lives? 

A Lifetime of Tomorrows is an MM story, the first in the Shattered Men series with a guaranteed HEA. Trigger warnings for addiction, self-harm, internalised homophobia. Mention of suicide, both thoughts and intent.